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‘Aba, you are forever in my heart.’
That was all I had to say. Not much for a wordy sort of person such as myself. I had spent time thinking about it, for the eulogy and in communication with people, but I was quite speechless. Since I wrote this, I have heard words to that affect every so often and it grabs my heart every time. They are no longer what I once perceived to be a figure of speech. They are truth. I feel my father’s presence in my heart. It is a palpable, real thing that is with me always, whether I am paying attention or not. As the weeks have gone by I have been experiencing a heart connection, and although I have learned it from my dad, it is not limited to him alone. I have realised that we carry each other in our hearts. We facilitate each other’s being and manifest each other’s love through our hearts. I know that my father is no longer with me physically, at least not in a form a that I recognise. As for his spiritual whereabouts, I do not know. But I know now that he is with me in a very real sense, in my heart, and will always be. I also know that we do not have to die to have a heart connection. We need only be open to it to experience its expansive affects. And I believe there is room in our hearts for every being, we need only open our hearts to welcome them in.
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Maria
5/1/2021 02:15:53 pm
Tomorrow marks 4 years since my father Theo died. He was 72 and suffered with Alzheimer's for 13 cruel years. Once such a visionary and eventually a sweet sweet old man but way before we were ready. I feel him always too. Our family hasn't quite recovered and we probably won't. So I thank you for reminding me that he is still here with me. Beautiful words.
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SS
5/2/2021 12:16:49 pm
* BIG HUG *
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